Sometimes When I CLose My Eyes

I've done all the things wrong in my life, every relation, doesn't matter what, be it friendship, relatives, love, I've screwed up 'em all. One by one, all of my life. I don't know what good I did must be something from my past coz I'm sure in this life I only hurt ppl, all around me.

Anyway this is not a sorry tale neither do I want to taint this with all what I'm. This is about the purest, the most beautiful, the most sensitive person in my life, my wife. I love you darling. And if I knew you'd be coming along after all these years I'd have saved this all for you. I want to. But I'll do it always till my life. very single moment of my life will be for you. After all I've to make up for all the years lost.

And one more thing before I proceed further, next life meet me a lil early baby. I'd really appreciate it. Save me from me. Save us from all the pains I've caused you, all the dreams I've crushed. You're the only person whom I was supposed to make happy, only person that matters in my life. You're my everything my Pari. I love you and only you. And I'm gonna prove that you every single day all of our lives.

So this one is for you my beautiful, sexy and hot wife, my Pari, here it goes..

Sometimes
When I close my eyes
I remember the times
when we were together
You & I

I reach out to those dreams
You'd wings and were trying to fly
Smile playing on your lips
Lovely & a lil shy
Just the way I like it
~& I dreamt of you all night

Sometimes
When I close my eyes

Love flows in us, through us
Our hearts same as our bodies,
intertwined
I trace your curves, longingly
feeling you on me, heavens inside
Let me love you my Pari
Today, tomorrow, all my life

Sometimes
When I close my eyes