Scattered Thoughts

Tuesday 21 May 2024

Normal Days #88

Coming Back

So, after almost 4 years here I am, again, writing, phrasing words to form something coherent, trying to cover that span of my life when I was away from all kind of social medias (not that I am on many to begin with) and yet like always I am falling short for words.

Glad how somethings don't change, eh?

Yeah, I know, you don't want me to play cute. I get it. I deserve all the hostility and all the ignorance and all the hate (?), well let's just not say that much of a negative word, yet. OK?

So, where to begin, first of all when I left all social media, twitter had changed the character count only (from 120 to 240?, right?) and though I was upset with it that time I didn't know I would see the end of it and Mr. Musk will buy it and change everything. I was saddened when I heard / read about that.

Now coming back to me (if it is really that necessary, I'd avoid me at this point **ahem**) so anyway, what I did was I studied, like real books, I prepared notes, took classes, that kind of study, did my diploma in mechanical engineering, then went ahead did a certification course in HSE and topped the class and most, by far the most important thing I did was I found the path to spiritual awakening.

I know, I know doesn't feel like much big of a deal but believe me when I tell you the bliss I feel every moment, I feel grounded and I can go on an on. And this feeling it makes my heart expand so much so that I have never felt happier.

So amidst everything going awry, everyone moving forward with their lives, there I was standing still, not witnessing nothing, not experiencing nothing, just feeling pure bliss. I have been blessed and I know it and I am happy for the time I stayed away.

And yes one more thing, I am on land now, no more offshore job, I am here in Abu Dhabi again but on land, reading, learning, witnessing magic all around me and soaking up every happiness like desert soaks up the rain.

Levitating

(To be Contd..)